Xanaduis

I'm watching The Last Airbender movie :3 I think it's full of awesome, even though they cram like 20 episodes into a movie.. @.@ Sometimes I feel that I am drab. Then my mind twists into a fume of emotions, and I become upset with myself for feeling as such. As society would have it I should be an emotionless working drone. I'm tired of working. I just want to paint. But alas, I must pay bills.

Well, until I go to work and act like a zombie and freak out customers. Dang, some of my coworkers will be waking up in about 15 mins. What is wrong with me?!?! There is an error here. It's in my life. I'm so fucking happy. Dammit, I'm so happy. But this work week is gonna be tough. I had over 40 hours last schedule and I have 35 this one, but gah. Idk, I just have this thing for getting off work and then never going home. Hence never sleeping. Hence walmart and taco bell runs at 2am, movies and junkfood. Adffkjvbpigub ndkbvnskjdd sgfdg eurindvb snvf. I think my health is declining because I work my ass off and never sleep. But hey, atlea

Judge me, judge him. But it won't get you anywhere. Pick apart this statement and send it to my poor mother, all you succeed in is worrying her to death. Sometimes life is one step away from a nightmare. I can't sit in silence and be told how to live. I still love him. No matter our past mistakes we were brought together for a purpose. Y'know, shit happens. But people change. I know I have. And generally, true love conquers all. My young life is littered with mistakes, but this is how it should be. This is how I learn and mold myself to become who I am destined to be. You sit back and watch with terror, trying to grasp me and control me in t